Hello friends,
Welcome to my blog. This is the medium I have chosen to document my journey towards Enlightenment. Through meditation and self-awareness, I will go to whatever lengths necessary to seek true happiness. I understand that the days, weeks, months and years ahead will be amazing and scary and sometimes painful, as I delve into the depths of self to discover what lies within. To attain
bliss, I must cleanse myself of the fears, doubts and anger that clog my perceptions of life and hold me back. These are the bitter truths, the
vinegar in my life.
As I gain insights into achieving personal bliss, I will share
articles, websites, books, quotes, everything that has helped me (and others) achieve their spiritual goals. I am prepared to share ALL my thoughts and experiences with you, the reader, without abandon.
I believe that every human has the potential to experience pure love and happiness in their life. Since I was young, I've had a deep respect (obsession) with Eastern Philosophy. To be honest, I've experienced feelings of jealousy towards individuals who have found peace, and everything that comes with it: a still mind, an open heart, a moral foundation and a joyous outlook of the world around them. As they say, "No time is like the present!" Nothing is stopping me from pursuing this, now. Of course, how many times have we said that, but didn't act on it? Myself, like many others, have the exceptional ability to
start a project we feel passionate about, but eventually that spark of excitement fades. We may beat ourselves up for never
completing anything or seeing anything through. Well, for me, the solution lies within. Knowing my strengths and weaknesses, without delusion, will help me to focus on everything sacred in my life. With a pure and intense focus such as this, I hope to release the uninhibited, enlightened being in me.
Spirituality has been "popular" in Western Society for centuries. We (Americans) have memorized phrases like, "You can't love someone, until you love yourself." and "Treat people the same way you want them to treat you." but how many individuals meditate on these concepts and practice them daily, rigorously, without compromising their virtues? Very few "holy" figures in America have proven to the world that they're the "real deal". In recent years, we've seen more spiritual leaders fall (hard) from their throne of evanescent light when corruption and abuse is revealed when the saintly veil is stripped from our eyes.
There seems to be a hole in America's consciousness. Society (as a whole) has a feverish need to fill this hole with external possessions, money, alcohol and drugs. Why do we live with so much pain? If I had to finger the culprit, I'd address the greatest obstacle that stands in our way of achieving absolute inner peace: The American Dream. As clique as this may sound, it's the truth. It's the vinegar we swallow each and every day. What was once an optimistic view for a thriving nation, has become a vehicle for laziness, self-worshiping and delusion. Americans are repeatedly violated by
ideas and
misconceptions of how we should feel, look, act, live and see the world. I am tired of seeing music being used as a tool to implant insecurities and fairy-tale dreams into young minds. I've grown tired of the collective attitude we Americans have towards each other. I'm sick of responding to negativity with more negativity. I'm exhausted from my mind being in control.
There is a lot of work to be done, so I turn to you. I cannot do this alone. All I ask is for moral support and wisdom. Please share positive feed-back and I will return the favor.
Thank you.
Ryan